For all it is worth, just let it go… Your life is passing by, so live it… Your kids are growing, so be happy… Your plans have been hijacked, so be it and move forward… You’ve lost each other, welcome to the club, life is about losing, living and feeling… You are lost in the maze, find your way out and grow up…Your man/woman is having an affair of the heart, so what? Nobody gives what they’ve lost, learn from it… You feel lonely, let me tell you the story of loneliness…You wanna dance? Do it… You wanna cry… I’ll be the shoulder you’ll lean on…So what? Life is here today, gone tomorrow, learn to let it go, believe me, you’ll feel much better if you learn that we are merely here to enjoy its beauty…
Let it Go
31 dimanche Jan 2010
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Oh if only it was that simple Lola…you see I was just standing there, watching her every move. It was a Sunday afternoon she rushed upstairs and began to pack, she was moving fast and everywhere, I was leaning on the wall by the hall, she pulled a suitcase from under the bed… our bed rummaging trough the cupboard, chessdraws she took her beautiful red dress ,the one she bought when we were in Tuscany some years ago ,no one could have worn that dress better, she took all her belongings, I uttered some intangible words even I couldn’t comprehend, her anger filled the whole place, I knew this is the end, and I JUST STOOD THERE emotionless, lost, part of me wanted to help her, but I kept looking at her curly blond hair, I eventually said “stay please” she looked me up…I was physically shaken by her watery vague blue eyes “We are not happy anymore Said” she said, “I don’t want to be happy, I just want to be with you” I replied sheepishly .she then moved past me, I could smell her hair dragging the suitcase, I couldn’t turn my eyes to see her leaving, I was till standing…I heard the car engine started then gradually faded away amongst the noise, I buried my head in my hands and cried……That was over ten years ago, but it still feels just like yesterday.
Hi Saïd,
Words elude me , thank you for your very candid and sincere response. Many thanks.
« believe me, you’ll feel much better if you learn that we are merely here to enjoy its beauty… »
but one has tosee and touch that beauty first.
sth is deeply changing inside you dear Loula
Mohamed, life is about accepting changes and adapting to them, don’t you think? 🙂